saysophie:

i’ll be saying this one day. PROMISE

saysophie:

i’ll be saying this one day. PROMISE

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I’ll let you guys fill in what I’m trying to say.

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Anonymous asked: wow you killed your best friend? you must feel awesome about yourself. because of you he's dead

thanks

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I don’t know how to forgive myself.

When I was about 10, my best friend’s dad died. The thursday before he died, my best friend robert asked me if I wanted to stay the night. My mom gave me the choice of either staying with my him, or go to my grandparents. Well I haven’t had seen my grandparents in a few weeks or months, so I wanted to see them so I told them I was going to my grandparents and that next weekend I’ll stay over. Well, when I got back to town, we had saw a news story about a truck that filped over and that the driver had died on the scene and they said his nam, but his name was common, so it could have been anyone. Well few days later, I come home from school, and my mom tells me it was him. I cried so hard that day, and the day of his funeral.To this day, I can’t forgive myself, because my best friend, his brother and his dad were coming back from his grandparents from a family get together. I was told if I stayed the night, they would stay home from the family reunion. But of course I didnt go and stay the night, and cause of that I blame myself for his dad’s death. I feel like it was my fault. And more than that, he was like a father to me.

I don’t know how to forgive myself.

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